Thursday, September 30, 2010

LOve The Ways U Lie


hai my lOve..
i'm sad right now...
jz need my mOm...
i never n ever feel like dis b4...
thanx 4 evrythng
SIYESLY I LOVE THE WAYS U LIE...
THANX COZ HURT ME & MAKE MY HEART BROKEN
nothing 2 rite down...
jz i want u 2 noe my feel




Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
In Your words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playing' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie...


Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Learn From Mistakes



Hai my love...
sowey lme kte xdate an..
oteyh me give pluk cium tOk kmu kay...
mmmmmmmmuuuuaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhxxxssssss...
nGeee..cabaran tOk BBA FINANCE IS BACK...
auwww...dis sem rse selamt ckit cOz me gOt new talent advisOr...
MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI...
evrythng me only cerita with him lOll...
he's evrythng 4 me...as human kte xlari dr slh phm an...
cm 2 jGk r dlm persahabatan...Hurm..
it's call nasib.qada & qadar allah...
as lOng as kte xwt salh..so cHill lOrh...
bUt lately mcm kbenaran tOk org yg pernah menganiayai ak last sem...
uPppssss...sbijik tkne kt dye..ALLAH 2 maha besar...
kte xda hak nk tuding2 jari kt owg...
1 hari nty evrythng akn tbOngkar...
me jz mampu bdiam jw..alhamdlillh me dberikn kekuatan...
dlm idUp ni yg remeh2 2 xpntg...yg pntg family,my bOife...
kwn yg pndi menghargai kte n nOt BACK STABBING....
n yg mOst impOrtant adalh ILMU...
me will stDy hard 2 blas jasa mak n abah yg byk bkOrban evrythng 4 me yOooooo..
nk twu x me dmam cOz da 1 wex xjmpe mak...
wndu sGt2...tp kne kUat cOz me have 2 test dis wex...
mish u sO mUch mOm......
i'm crying rGht nOw...

my lOve yg me syg sgt2...

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Kegembiraan Dlm Kesedihan



hai my lOve...
sowey lme kte xngedate kn sygku..
arini sgt2 besh n sgt2 epy...
my schedule as usual...
p cluz pg td..gduh2 manje ngn bby...
pye germ nOw bby if skit at da pndi ckp leps jw...
grm ngn si cOmel ni tw..ptg td wt sandwich kt umh maz...
bEsh lOlll.den mlm da open hOuse 4 clUz ME..
cOmbine wif clUz L1,L2 &P1..
sGt bEsh..but dat time bby sgt pning pale..
smpi nk pitam..pity 4 him..me nges tGk dye skit..
me nk temnkn dye dye xbg...me sgt2 xley tGk keadaan dye cm 2...
me syg sgt2 kt kmu bby..MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI....
me hOpe sox kmu bgun n da chat kay...
me misH u dem mUch sygku...

Sunday, September 19, 2010

10 syawal

hai my lOve..
sy jmpe kmu ag an..
arini me sgt eppy.bru blik dr gemas ngn fMly n my cOusin..
wif 10 car..sgt bEsh..my cOusin da kawen...


dat's my cOusin


.dye crik me blik lOll...
but me wt2 jual mHl jw...
padan mke...tp siyes me memg da surrender...
2 ari kowt me pjuk dye...
MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI p KL...
me sgt2 n amt2 lh jlesh otEyh..nGeeee...
germlh...me xske...me syg dye sgt2...
dunnoe y nOw me sgt2 jlEsh.xphmlh...
act it's nOt me lh...pLs JELESH...
u must gO from mysElf...me dUn want...
me blik umh lmbt td..sje jz nk epy2 ngn mmbe2 b4 blik campus lOll...
tp me sgt2 wndukn dye...


me braya uMh mmbe mlm td da open hOuse...
me blix lmbt..mak seap tegur...lme blik lmbt cmni kak...
ngeee...me ckp 'nk release tnsyen mOm'
ngeee...syg mOm sy...
tp mlm td sgt sOnok..lme xgElk dgn bEshnye..
sy syg sgt2 kwn2 sy..


my fwen


open hOuse umh bArd..



Friday, September 17, 2010

8 syawal



hai my lOve...
i really2 need u right nOw...
sharian me cn't slEep..
mybe it's da reasOn y my flU getting wOrse..
sy sgt2 lemh if nan dye..
even dye wt slh bsr mne pn...
sy still akn maafkn dye but after sy da maki2 
tduh dye yg bkn2...it's my bad behaviOur oteyh...
kul 12.48 am sy text dye...n fine da respOn is like sy espect lh...
xpelh an...da xda jdOh...nk wt cne...
jz accept it...dat's it 4 tOday..
kte jmpe ag nty kay my lOve..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

7 syawal



hai my lOve...
tOday sy nk luahkn my feeling...
tOday me wake up wif da feel of wndu sgt2 MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI...
me gOt flU..
xpelh..it's nOthing...
suppOsly anOther 2 days jw ag nk jmpe dye...
but now evrythng make me becOme so wOrse...
dr 1 bnde ke 1 bnde yg jd...
hurm..xpelh dugaan yg esa an...
kte jz mampu bdOa & tawakal...
dye sgala2nya yg tntukn sume 2...
oteyh ni jw lh rintihan sy wt mse ni kay my lOve..
thanx cOz willing 2 share my feeling...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

5 syawal



hai my lOve..
td kUl 12 nOon dye da blik BP smle...
sy sdey..sy nges time dye blik td...
cm kejp jw dpt spend time nan MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI...
td kami cap pix...ske sGt2...
arini umh sy da wt mum2...famly gathering sx...
hurm..tOlg my mum loll..

ni lh pix yg amek td..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

3 syawal



hai my lOve..
arini pn sgt2 pnt...
p braye umh sdara mak kt BP...
den sy singgh umh my bOife_MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI...
sgt tkowt kowt...
1st time p umh dye...
luckily ayh dye tdo..n mum dye pn kay jw
ngeee...tp adakah parents dye xske sy...???
dOnnOelh..hOpe evrything will be otEyh 4 oUr relatiOnship...
& wht da shOcked sy & pian adalh cOusin...nGeee....

td gduh ag..sy xphm npe dye xley nk temn sy...
dye ckp sy pentgkn KAWAN...n sgup gduh nan dye...
coz of KAWAN...tp dye 2 xpntgkn KAWAN kw..???
nGee...xphmlh..sy kne p open hOuse ajk mmbe laen...
npe bkn dye yg temn sy...????
only my lOve tmpt sy share evrythng...
MOHD SUFFIAN RAMLI
mse sy dtg umh dye...
dye pki bju ni...
we gOt da same sHirt..
yEaaaa.....

1 Syawal



hai my lOve...
Arini sy sgt2 seronok slps myambut 1syawal..
arini da 3syawal..
now sy nk cyte tok time 1st syawal lu...
lpas puas bpOse slame sbuln...
ktOwg bmaaf2 an dpg ari raya...
sy syg parents sy sgt2...
lg2 atok n nenek yg menjage sy dr kecik..
sy mau upLoad pix fmly sy...
tp syg xpat amek pix n atok...

my belOved mOm & dad


                                                            
my gRandma wif aUntie azUwa..
pix my grandpa lOst loll...

ni lh suasana time rye...
dlm pix ni my mOm wif my auntie


ni jw pix yg sempt curik dr my auntie..

Friday, September 10, 2010

I'm new



hai my lOve...
alLlOooo..pls i'm nEw 2 blOg..
nGeee..pLz dUn gelkkn my blOg....
i'm still tRying...